...

nowhere.
now, here.

...

what of these emotions ?,
If not fallow ?,

What of these reactions ?,
If not hollow ?

...

what of lives ?,
without passion ?,

what is obsession ?,
if not ?,

the passion to cease,
the obsession to perpetuate ?,

what of one ?,
without the other ?,

yesterday and tomorrow ?,
what of today ?,

ying and yang ?,
what of us ?,

life and death ?,
what of existence ?,

all or nothing ?,
what of mediocrity ?,

what of this ?,
any of this ?

...

those memories have been set ablaze,
in the darkest corners of this graveyard, which
i will visit,

i am here today,
i will tomorrow, and
forever,

‘tis after all my mind,

there will be no flowers,
no sorry looks,
repentant words,

tears will follow, for
what was done,
was allowed,

‘tis after all my being.

...

much of this is mine,
how much yours?,

the pain is mine to bear,
no consequences for you ?,

i am less,
are you more ?,

you, my everyday reality,
i, a distant dream ?,

you, my muse,
i, just another ?,

you , my first,
was i the last ?